I’m back!
And as promised, I’ve knocked a few things off of the list
and I’m here to share them with you! (If you haven't yet, take a look at my last post.)
Anyone who knows me can tell you that movies are one of my all-time
favorite things. Seriously. I own way more than I should and they always make
me feel better.
Like music, there’s a movie to match my every emotion.
So when I
wandered to the Dublin flee market and found a rack with $1 movies, I was ecstatic.
I’ll be honest and say that I could have bought the entire rack and been the
happiest. BUT I practiced self-control and better budgeting skills and only
allowed myself to spend $5. That said, I have marked off number 3!
3. Buy your favorite movies, thrift stores have steals on
the classics!
Moving on down the list, I found myself in a very unusual
mood one day. I didn’t want to go to town but I didn’t want to stay home
either.
I felt the walls were closing in around me, to-do lists coming from
every angle of my life, screaming too loud for me to think.
Suddenly I felt the need to breathe. To truly breathe. I
stepped onto my front porch and a new peace fell upon me. I ended up
spending the rest of the day on my porch. Reading. Eating mixed nuts. Listening.
Looking. And it was one of the best things I’ve done in a while. Simply put, I conquered
number 7. :)
7. Sit outside for 10 minutes, reflect and enjoy the
creation God has
placed you in.
Last, but not least, is "I Surrender" by
Hillsong. Often times, I put my phone on iHeart Radio or Pandora so that I don’t
have to focus on picking songs when getting ready in the morning. Sometimes, if
the playlist is super awesome, I continue the streaming in the car on the way
to work. And if I’m REALY lucky, a song comes on that completely stops
me in my
tracks. On a dark Tuesday morning, that’s exactly what happened.
Without
warning, I shattered.
Emotions and hidden feelings surfaced quicker than I could
pull my car over. The lyrics of this song and the way in which they related to
me were terrifying, like someone had secretly broken in to the depths of my
heart and stole everything I’d been hiding.
Then the fear of it all subsided and a longing came over me.
As hard as it is to explain, it was like the Lord was looking me in the face
singing my own heartsong back to me. And because I realize that my words cannot
possibly express the moment, I have pulled the song lyrics with the prayer that
they’ll speak to you as well.
“Here I am down on my knees again. Surrendering all. Find
me here, Lord as You draw me near.
I'm Desperate for You.
I'm Desperate for You.
I surrender.
Drench my soul as mercy and grace unfold. I hunger and thirst.
With arms stretched wide, I know You hear my cry. Speak to me now.
I surrender. I wanna know You more.
Drench my soul as mercy and grace unfold. I hunger and thirst.
With arms stretched wide, I know You hear my cry. Speak to me now.
I surrender. I wanna know You more.
Like a rushing wind, Jesus breathe within. Lord have Your
way in me.”
I’ll leave you with this song and urge that you listen to
it.With that, I mark off number 8 on the list.
8. Find that one worship
song that speaks volumes to you and BLAST IT LOUD, sing it, dance around and
get enveloped in the moment, praising God!
With love and joy,
Brittany